I was looking for a picture that reflected how I am feeling and this captured it perfectly. It's more of a sad frustration. I was going to tell you how the scale betrayed me but it wasn't the scale that betrayed me at all. It's totally my fault.
I lost weight and felt great! My clothes felt awesome and I had renewed confidence. So...I ate the Chinese take out. Then we had pizza one night. I didn't write down what I had because I had this thing licked I was on the losing track.
Wrong wrong wrong....I was sooooo wrong. Here is the thing that really gets me. I've done this before. It's this vicious circle. I will cut myself a little slack in saying that I caught myself before it became epic. (small consolation...but still a consolation.)
So, where do I go from here? My plan is to just do my best to get back to it. I exercised several days this week. I've been avoiding most bad foods and am getting back to drinking more water. Feeling disappointed in myself.
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